Evergreen Moments
In these pages I shall scribble about,
My dreams, my love, my passions and my throbbing pain that eats my
heart every second..
Doomed shalt be thou,
Daring ever to enter,
This divine shrine of my soul…************AamzillaA********
In these serene moments of dawn,
Your memories haunt my heart and I can't help but to think about you
my beloved..
You have engraved thy signet upon,
the arid sands of my mind..
You have come to my life, like a fresh shower aft the long cruel summer.
Thou hast stolen smile from my face,
Robbed the strength of my heart,
Made me lame and helpless.
Yet thou hast given me wings to fly alone in this vast sky of
imagination that I have learnt to enjoy my painful tranquility.
************AamzillaA********
My love,
I don't need your sight, your voice nor ya kiss
But I need your thoughts, ya mind and ya love
Be with me every heart beat
Till I breathe my last breath
************AamzillaA********
I offer to thee myself Lord, in these fresh hours of dawn..
Like a flower that hast bloomed just now..
My colors are not bright nor my fragrance sweet,
But take me Lord just as I am
And give me a place in thy eternal garland..
No gift I could bring with me but a pure and longing heart,
thirsting for your love.
Pluck me Lord, before it is too late..
Take me Lord while I am still fresh..
And bless my life with thy divine touch..
I was born last night and shall fall before sunset..
Come to me soon and make myself yours..
************AamzillaA********
My words can be deceptive, thought sweet..
My heart, like a hurt venomous serpent..
Waits patiently for the life of my next innocent prey..
I warn you bosom friend,
Stay away from me and leave me alone…
For I fear your heart shalt be broken…
When my nature overcomes, the forces of my will
************AamzillaA************
These verses I write,
Are not just verses,
But emotions of my heart precipitated.
A shroud of tears,
Engulfs my soul,
And here each moment I feel,
Millions of thorns piercing my flesh..
Thy separation is unbearable my love..
Thy silence, like a double edged dagger..
Bleeds my heart, every living moment.
************AamzillaA********
Love, like venomous yet sweet milk..
Kills me every moment,
By its seductive luscious sweetness..
Though I know I shall perish,
Enslaved to this evil goddess
Never shall I try,
To break free from her bondage…
She fills my heart with mad ecstasy for a moment,
And then brutally leaves me in this chasms of despair,
To suffer a slow painful sure death
************AamzillaA********
Change my heart Oh Lord,
Let me be like you.
Mend my ways Oh Lord,
Let me be your child.
Take my sins Oh Lord,
Give me wings to fly with you.
Wipe my tears Oh Lord,
Light my face with smiles.
Wake me Lord each day,
And be with me in prayer.
Open my eyes Oh Lord,
May I see you every where.
Take my hands Oh Lord,
May I sweat to win souls for you.
Accept me whole my Lord,
Let me sleep in your hands forever in heaven.
************AamzillaA********
For long, I searched for you my dear…
In the wilderness, high mountains and in the busy streets..
I searched and searched in vain..
And at last my feet grew weary
And I came back to my humble home.
But Lo! There I found you,
Waiting for me all the while I was searching for you.
Nothing could be done now,
But to heave a deep sigh..
Upon Lost years we kept searching for each other..
************AamzillaA********
I will come to thee , my sweet heart..
During the darkest shades of darkness..
And will anoint thee,
With my spring of life.
And may new life sprout,
From thy barren desert,
Waiting for my drop of life .
And may thy name be known to the whole world…
Make this moments of darkness endless..
And light the fire sleeping deep inside me
Let us entwine each other with love,
And make this night an endless festival…
And may Life nor Death never part us again…
************AamzillaA********
Like a wanton bird I fly…
Across the vast seas of space and time…
With my wings set on fire…
No branch I see to rest a while..
No friend I find to share my tear…
Yet I keep flying aimlessly…
Waiting for the moment,
My soul falls into the hands of my God.
************AamzillaA********
I can hear God whispering to me every second…
He has concealed the secret of numbers from me..
But hast revealed the magic of words…
And taught me to play with them…
My Life, I offer to thee, with all my heart…
Take it and shape me precious…
************AamzillaA********
For the next hundred days…
I'm shutting the doors of my heart…
And am opening the doors and windows of my brain…
My only quest will be to attain knowledge..
About the magical world of electrons and electric fields…
I shall be a lonely man…
And books shall be my only friends…
************AamzillaA********
My love,
Thou hast wiped away darkness from my heart,
And have placed a boutique of fresh red roses in it,
Thou with thy gentle touch, opened my eyes…
And taught me to enjoy the beauty of sunlight..
Thou hast planted a sapling of hope in my heart…
And nurtured it with thy prayers every day…
Thou, like a brave eagle hast fought from the front,
And protected me from my enemies within,
I don't have anything to offer thee in return…
But just this…
"Thank you Very Much"
************AamzillaA********
I love you ,
Like the waves loving the shore.
I love you,
Like the wind loving the mountains.
I love you,
Like the clouds loving the skies.
I love you,
Like the rain loving the earth.
I love you,
Just like me loving you.
************AamzillaA********
You were the thorn that I loved more than my soul,
You bled my heart every second…
For years, I nurtured you deep inside the holy shrine of my heart,
enjoying the unbearable pain, your memories evoked in me. You have
left me alone in this wild wilderness and have reached the skies of ya
dreams. But day by day, I sink deep into the marshes of my grave,
remembering you each moment with a sigh…
You like the flame that lights a candle,
Gave meaning to my meaning less life…
But just like the flame,
You burnt my soul and gave me scorching pain in return…
And brought me closer to my death…
You melted my life, filled it with tears
And made me love death more than life.
************AamzillaA********
I wish you could hear my sigh,
And shed a silent tear in prayer..
Thou my guardian angel,
I wish you were formless.
I wish you were an invisible spirit,
Always there besides me.
Always guarding the secrets of my heart…
Lost colors of my life,
Weaves a colorful shroud for me,
Long before my grave prepares itself,
To swallow me in its cold womb.
************AamzillaA********
Yet another whorl of my dreams falls down tonight,
To be crushed under the strong feet of fate.
Though my heart quivers with pain,
I could do nothing, but just to heave a sigh in despair.
Like a fool I was sleeping all my life.
Never once did I open my eyes to see the naked body of real life.
I wandered for years in vain like a mad man,
Through the jungles of my dream world…
Always hoping things would get better soon.
But this day of reckoning came fast like a thief,
And caught me unprepared and unarmed,
And placed a blade across my throat,
And before I finished my song,
And before I could give my love my last kiss,
Drowned me in my own blood.
************AamzillaA********
I can't write poems for money,
And I can't write poems for fame.
Words flow from my pen like torrent,
Only when despair strangles me with its noose.
************AamzillaA********
Real friends are the fresh air I breathe,
They are the blood that gives life to my soul.
************AamzillaA********
Like a king, One day I shall return,
Blowing conch shells, and with mountains shivering,
With scores and scores of friends I love,
To reclaim my lost kingdom of glory.
************AamzillaA********
Your silence, breaks my heart my love.
Say something or kill me.
Death is better than enduring this breathless pain of your silence.
************AamzillaA********
When I saw the last glimmer of sunset,
Me thought the endless night had begun.
And began preparing myself for my eternal sleep.
But then, you spread a little light amidst the complete darkness of my
life, like a distant shining star.
And that light helped me to find the long lost hidden lamp inside my heart.
************AamzillaA********
I trust my God with all my heart.
During days of joy, And also during days of pain.
************AamzillaA********
When I am crying alone,
It is you Lord,
Who wipes my tears.
When everyone looses hope in me,
It is you Lord,
Who inspires me with your love.
When my soul becomes tired, and looses purpose.
Its your promise,
That strengthens my heart
And gives me courage to go forward.
To you, my Lord,
I entrust my entire Life.
Take me,
Melt me,
And mould me,
to the being you want me to be.
************AamzillaA********
Like a butterfly with broken wings,
I lay by the road, awaiting death.
Then you came,
Took me in your soft hands,
And healed my wings with your loving touch.
You listened to my broken heart,
And whispered with your sweet voice,
That not yet all is lost.
Then you wiped my tears with your tender fingers
And restored my courage to face life once again.
Your every sanguine smile,
Fills my heart with endless joy.
Never banish me from your heart,
Coz I have no where else to go.
Stay with me and hold my hands,
Lets fly together to the skies of our dreams.
Forever be my beloved.
************AamzillaA********
Breaking all chains that holds me back,
Shattering all the walls that keeps me captive,
Setting fire to all my sorrows,
Strangling all my dreams and hopes,
Severing all my earthly ties,
One day, death shall give me colorful wings,
To fly to the unknown magical world of my dreams,
And never to return again to this painful life.
Then I shall walk through the clouds alone,
Singing a silent tune to my beloved,
I shall go to the land of my memories,
And shall be with my beloved always.
Dear friends, please shed a tear when I am gone,
And pray for my soul to be free ever.
And let me live in your heart forever,
If ever you have loved me for a moment.
************AamzillaA********
Loneliness leads to frustration,
Frustration leads to despair,
Despair leads to insanity,
Insanity leads to isolation,
Isolation leads to anger,
Anger leads to revenge,
Revenge leads to destruction,
Destruction leads to pain,
Pain leads to realization,
Realization leads to repentance,
Repentance leads to penance,
Penance leads to peace,
Peace leads to love,
Love leads to God !!!
************AamzillaA********
The light of my life has turned into darkness,
My pride has become my humiliation,
My days has lost its luster,
I have become alone again.
Trials are my daily bread…
My resolve weakens
Failures destroys my faith,
My heart is barren again,
My pen is dead,
Emptiness fills my mind,
Darkness fills my eyes.
And its now , I cry out to my Lord.
Prune me if you want,
Cut me into pieces if you like,
But never abandon me from your sight my Lord.
************AamzillaA********
Some diamonds are never found…
Some flowers are never seen…
Some songs are never heard…
Some friends are never together…
Some love is never returned…
Some dreams never become real…
Some tears are never wiped…
Some memories never fade…
Some hearts never unite…
Some feelings are never spoken…
Some people like me never shall learn to write a nice poem… :-)
************AamzillaA********
Like the depthless oceans that never rests,
Like the mighty mountains that never withers,
Like the limitless skies that is never the same,
Always be in my heart like an eternal flame.
Set my life on fire with your divine love,
Free my life from all bondages of sin,
Fill it with endless compassion to all,
Open my eyes to see your boundless beauty.
************AamzillaA********
Its 6:00 pm.
This is the time of the day I like the most.
These are the dying moments of the sun.
Blood spills out from the heart of the mighty Sun,
And paints mystic symbols in the horizon.
Moon is liberated from the cages of sunlight.
The kingdom of darkness enthrones the Moon its King.
Calmness falls.
Coldness Spreads.
One world begins to sleep.
Another hidden world awakes.
************AamzillaA********
Once up on a time there was a candle. This particular candle prayed
for years to make Sun his flame. God loved the candle too much so
couldn't grant his wish. Still the candle continued praying. God was
disappointed but at last he had no choice but to grant the candle's
wish. God ordered Sun to become the flame of the candle. Sun got out
from his orbit and sat on the candle's head. No body ever heard about
the candle again.
My dreams, my love, my passions and my throbbing pain that eats my
heart every second..
Doomed shalt be thou,
Daring ever to enter,
This divine shrine of my soul…************AamzillaA********
In these serene moments of dawn,
Your memories haunt my heart and I can't help but to think about you
my beloved..
You have engraved thy signet upon,
the arid sands of my mind..
You have come to my life, like a fresh shower aft the long cruel summer.
Thou hast stolen smile from my face,
Robbed the strength of my heart,
Made me lame and helpless.
Yet thou hast given me wings to fly alone in this vast sky of
imagination that I have learnt to enjoy my painful tranquility.
************AamzillaA********
My love,
I don't need your sight, your voice nor ya kiss
But I need your thoughts, ya mind and ya love
Be with me every heart beat
Till I breathe my last breath
************AamzillaA********
I offer to thee myself Lord, in these fresh hours of dawn..
Like a flower that hast bloomed just now..
My colors are not bright nor my fragrance sweet,
But take me Lord just as I am
And give me a place in thy eternal garland..
No gift I could bring with me but a pure and longing heart,
thirsting for your love.
Pluck me Lord, before it is too late..
Take me Lord while I am still fresh..
And bless my life with thy divine touch..
I was born last night and shall fall before sunset..
Come to me soon and make myself yours..
************AamzillaA********
My words can be deceptive, thought sweet..
My heart, like a hurt venomous serpent..
Waits patiently for the life of my next innocent prey..
I warn you bosom friend,
Stay away from me and leave me alone…
For I fear your heart shalt be broken…
When my nature overcomes, the forces of my will
************AamzillaA************
These verses I write,
Are not just verses,
But emotions of my heart precipitated.
A shroud of tears,
Engulfs my soul,
And here each moment I feel,
Millions of thorns piercing my flesh..
Thy separation is unbearable my love..
Thy silence, like a double edged dagger..
Bleeds my heart, every living moment.
************AamzillaA********
Love, like venomous yet sweet milk..
Kills me every moment,
By its seductive luscious sweetness..
Though I know I shall perish,
Enslaved to this evil goddess
Never shall I try,
To break free from her bondage…
She fills my heart with mad ecstasy for a moment,
And then brutally leaves me in this chasms of despair,
To suffer a slow painful sure death
************AamzillaA********
Change my heart Oh Lord,
Let me be like you.
Mend my ways Oh Lord,
Let me be your child.
Take my sins Oh Lord,
Give me wings to fly with you.
Wipe my tears Oh Lord,
Light my face with smiles.
Wake me Lord each day,
And be with me in prayer.
Open my eyes Oh Lord,
May I see you every where.
Take my hands Oh Lord,
May I sweat to win souls for you.
Accept me whole my Lord,
Let me sleep in your hands forever in heaven.
************AamzillaA********
For long, I searched for you my dear…
In the wilderness, high mountains and in the busy streets..
I searched and searched in vain..
And at last my feet grew weary
And I came back to my humble home.
But Lo! There I found you,
Waiting for me all the while I was searching for you.
Nothing could be done now,
But to heave a deep sigh..
Upon Lost years we kept searching for each other..
************AamzillaA********
I will come to thee , my sweet heart..
During the darkest shades of darkness..
And will anoint thee,
With my spring of life.
And may new life sprout,
From thy barren desert,
Waiting for my drop of life .
And may thy name be known to the whole world…
Make this moments of darkness endless..
And light the fire sleeping deep inside me
Let us entwine each other with love,
And make this night an endless festival…
And may Life nor Death never part us again…
************AamzillaA********
Like a wanton bird I fly…
Across the vast seas of space and time…
With my wings set on fire…
No branch I see to rest a while..
No friend I find to share my tear…
Yet I keep flying aimlessly…
Waiting for the moment,
My soul falls into the hands of my God.
************AamzillaA********
I can hear God whispering to me every second…
He has concealed the secret of numbers from me..
But hast revealed the magic of words…
And taught me to play with them…
My Life, I offer to thee, with all my heart…
Take it and shape me precious…
************AamzillaA********
For the next hundred days…
I'm shutting the doors of my heart…
And am opening the doors and windows of my brain…
My only quest will be to attain knowledge..
About the magical world of electrons and electric fields…
I shall be a lonely man…
And books shall be my only friends…
************AamzillaA********
My love,
Thou hast wiped away darkness from my heart,
And have placed a boutique of fresh red roses in it,
Thou with thy gentle touch, opened my eyes…
And taught me to enjoy the beauty of sunlight..
Thou hast planted a sapling of hope in my heart…
And nurtured it with thy prayers every day…
Thou, like a brave eagle hast fought from the front,
And protected me from my enemies within,
I don't have anything to offer thee in return…
But just this…
"Thank you Very Much"
************AamzillaA********
I love you ,
Like the waves loving the shore.
I love you,
Like the wind loving the mountains.
I love you,
Like the clouds loving the skies.
I love you,
Like the rain loving the earth.
I love you,
Just like me loving you.
************AamzillaA********
You were the thorn that I loved more than my soul,
You bled my heart every second…
For years, I nurtured you deep inside the holy shrine of my heart,
enjoying the unbearable pain, your memories evoked in me. You have
left me alone in this wild wilderness and have reached the skies of ya
dreams. But day by day, I sink deep into the marshes of my grave,
remembering you each moment with a sigh…
You like the flame that lights a candle,
Gave meaning to my meaning less life…
But just like the flame,
You burnt my soul and gave me scorching pain in return…
And brought me closer to my death…
You melted my life, filled it with tears
And made me love death more than life.
************AamzillaA********
I wish you could hear my sigh,
And shed a silent tear in prayer..
Thou my guardian angel,
I wish you were formless.
I wish you were an invisible spirit,
Always there besides me.
Always guarding the secrets of my heart…
Lost colors of my life,
Weaves a colorful shroud for me,
Long before my grave prepares itself,
To swallow me in its cold womb.
************AamzillaA********
Yet another whorl of my dreams falls down tonight,
To be crushed under the strong feet of fate.
Though my heart quivers with pain,
I could do nothing, but just to heave a sigh in despair.
Like a fool I was sleeping all my life.
Never once did I open my eyes to see the naked body of real life.
I wandered for years in vain like a mad man,
Through the jungles of my dream world…
Always hoping things would get better soon.
But this day of reckoning came fast like a thief,
And caught me unprepared and unarmed,
And placed a blade across my throat,
And before I finished my song,
And before I could give my love my last kiss,
Drowned me in my own blood.
************AamzillaA********
I can't write poems for money,
And I can't write poems for fame.
Words flow from my pen like torrent,
Only when despair strangles me with its noose.
************AamzillaA********
Real friends are the fresh air I breathe,
They are the blood that gives life to my soul.
************AamzillaA********
Like a king, One day I shall return,
Blowing conch shells, and with mountains shivering,
With scores and scores of friends I love,
To reclaim my lost kingdom of glory.
************AamzillaA********
Your silence, breaks my heart my love.
Say something or kill me.
Death is better than enduring this breathless pain of your silence.
************AamzillaA********
When I saw the last glimmer of sunset,
Me thought the endless night had begun.
And began preparing myself for my eternal sleep.
But then, you spread a little light amidst the complete darkness of my
life, like a distant shining star.
And that light helped me to find the long lost hidden lamp inside my heart.
************AamzillaA********
I trust my God with all my heart.
During days of joy, And also during days of pain.
************AamzillaA********
When I am crying alone,
It is you Lord,
Who wipes my tears.
When everyone looses hope in me,
It is you Lord,
Who inspires me with your love.
When my soul becomes tired, and looses purpose.
Its your promise,
That strengthens my heart
And gives me courage to go forward.
To you, my Lord,
I entrust my entire Life.
Take me,
Melt me,
And mould me,
to the being you want me to be.
************AamzillaA********
Like a butterfly with broken wings,
I lay by the road, awaiting death.
Then you came,
Took me in your soft hands,
And healed my wings with your loving touch.
You listened to my broken heart,
And whispered with your sweet voice,
That not yet all is lost.
Then you wiped my tears with your tender fingers
And restored my courage to face life once again.
Your every sanguine smile,
Fills my heart with endless joy.
Never banish me from your heart,
Coz I have no where else to go.
Stay with me and hold my hands,
Lets fly together to the skies of our dreams.
Forever be my beloved.
************AamzillaA********
Breaking all chains that holds me back,
Shattering all the walls that keeps me captive,
Setting fire to all my sorrows,
Strangling all my dreams and hopes,
Severing all my earthly ties,
One day, death shall give me colorful wings,
To fly to the unknown magical world of my dreams,
And never to return again to this painful life.
Then I shall walk through the clouds alone,
Singing a silent tune to my beloved,
I shall go to the land of my memories,
And shall be with my beloved always.
Dear friends, please shed a tear when I am gone,
And pray for my soul to be free ever.
And let me live in your heart forever,
If ever you have loved me for a moment.
************AamzillaA********
Loneliness leads to frustration,
Frustration leads to despair,
Despair leads to insanity,
Insanity leads to isolation,
Isolation leads to anger,
Anger leads to revenge,
Revenge leads to destruction,
Destruction leads to pain,
Pain leads to realization,
Realization leads to repentance,
Repentance leads to penance,
Penance leads to peace,
Peace leads to love,
Love leads to God !!!
************AamzillaA********
The light of my life has turned into darkness,
My pride has become my humiliation,
My days has lost its luster,
I have become alone again.
Trials are my daily bread…
My resolve weakens
Failures destroys my faith,
My heart is barren again,
My pen is dead,
Emptiness fills my mind,
Darkness fills my eyes.
And its now , I cry out to my Lord.
Prune me if you want,
Cut me into pieces if you like,
But never abandon me from your sight my Lord.
************AamzillaA********
Some diamonds are never found…
Some flowers are never seen…
Some songs are never heard…
Some friends are never together…
Some love is never returned…
Some dreams never become real…
Some tears are never wiped…
Some memories never fade…
Some hearts never unite…
Some feelings are never spoken…
Some people like me never shall learn to write a nice poem… :-)
************AamzillaA********
Like the depthless oceans that never rests,
Like the mighty mountains that never withers,
Like the limitless skies that is never the same,
Always be in my heart like an eternal flame.
Set my life on fire with your divine love,
Free my life from all bondages of sin,
Fill it with endless compassion to all,
Open my eyes to see your boundless beauty.
************AamzillaA********
Its 6:00 pm.
This is the time of the day I like the most.
These are the dying moments of the sun.
Blood spills out from the heart of the mighty Sun,
And paints mystic symbols in the horizon.
Moon is liberated from the cages of sunlight.
The kingdom of darkness enthrones the Moon its King.
Calmness falls.
Coldness Spreads.
One world begins to sleep.
Another hidden world awakes.
************AamzillaA********
Once up on a time there was a candle. This particular candle prayed
for years to make Sun his flame. God loved the candle too much so
couldn't grant his wish. Still the candle continued praying. God was
disappointed but at last he had no choice but to grant the candle's
wish. God ordered Sun to become the flame of the candle. Sun got out
from his orbit and sat on the candle's head. No body ever heard about
the candle again.
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